PAIN

There is nothing but unrelenting pain and sorrow now. Everywhere I look, every thought I have is of her. Why is she gone? I need her, I miss her. 

I can't even get through a single day without breaking into pieces. I am engulfed with soul crushing grief. 

How am we supposed to live this life that God has left me and Tony with. I look ahead, to the road before us, and all I see is emptiness and ugliness.

She made our world whole and beautiful. Now there is nothing but unrelenting pain and grief forevermore.

I don't think I like this life anymore. 

God, we pray to You everyday! But you don't answer. Why? We need You and Your blessings, and comfort. But where and when will You answer?

Please, please help heal this terrible nightmare and pain. Give us something, please Lord.