We are facing our very first holidays without Jennifer since she passed away. Technically, that isn't quite true, as she passed away on December 5th of last year, however, we were still in such a state of shock, to be honest, I truly don't remember Christmas last year at all. No, really, I couldn't tell you anything, about Christmas last year.
So thus far, I am not doing very well right now. Some of you may have started to notice, a change in the last several blog entries, and I am sorry for that. However, when I started my blog, it was and will continue to be, about how I and also my husband are dealing with this new life that suddenly plunged our lives into a whole new world. And not one that I would ever, ever wish for anyone else.
We have met many new people in the course of this journey, people who quickly became friends, fellow walking wounded souls, that are now our family. While I wish we had met these kind people in any other way, I suppose I may have never met them at all. So, even though the way we met was under anything but a pleasant circumstance, I now feel blessed to have them all in my/our lives.
Back to my blog, I fear that as I pour my emotions out here, in the coming weeks, that there will be, many more storms ahead. This s a very difficult time for us, and also for the rest of our family members. Both for our relatives, and also for our support group family.
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