Life has been difficult lately. One of the incisions on my back got very infected and have had to go to the doctor twice just this week. I am on antibiotics and have had to have the wound services twice. Ouch!! Now it's twice daily dressing changes and back to see the doctor once a week for a while. They said it will take a couple of months for it to completely heal.
We have missed group this week, and hopefully will be back next week. It seems to be one thing after another lately. I haven't been keeping up with my blog like I want to. That bothers me a lot. It's one of my biggest outlets for this constant pain we are never without, from missing our Jennifer.
Hopefully, over the next few weeks I can devote more time...I will be riding the couch for a while. I have been losing myself in reading a lot lately. Just fiction of late, but have several books picked out to check out...about forgiveness and forgiving one's self. Also about the afterlife and Heaven. I want to try and find a way to really contact Jennifer. Beyond my prayers and daily talks to her.
That would be so beyond wonderful!
Will do anything, try anything to talk, touch, feel my daughter. I miss her so very much.
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