It's almost three o'clock in the morning and I am wide awake for some stupid reason. And the pain is ripping me in half. I can hardly see the frigging keyboard because of the tears rolling down my face. I almost never right when I am hurting this f---ing bad. I just want to scream my head off. I just want my daughter back, Please. Please just let me have her back. I will give you my life... just give me one day with her, 24 hours to hold her, touch her face, hold her hand. tell her how very much I love her, over and over again. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! Just one more day. one more hour. one more minute. anything.
I don't want to hurt like this the rest of my life. And that is all that lays ahead of me. A vast desert of pain and emptiness.
I can't bear this pain.
I just want it to stop.
Please let me have Jennifer. Please God. Please.
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